Sunday, August 24, 2014

desire - it's effect





…contd…..

It was after 7 pm when we left her place. Some days just happened this way.  We spent the whole day with her yet felt we have to some more time. Today, we had to leave as she went into her room. We received all our answers and all our questions were answered.  But, as we were leaving most of us were silent and even the little talk that we managed seemed obligatory.

Our silence was not heavy like other times. We were not restless. We seemed still. And as I closed the gate behind us, I realized we left major part of ourselves at her place – that part which ‘people’ called as ‘ego’. Yes, we had left our aggressiveness with her.

I smiled. Journey was certainly easy with her around – if we accepted and let her presence enter ourselves – setting aside our ego.

Today, we gained a lot. But the question is, would we apply and benefit out of it? This time I was hell bent on applying it instead of arguing and analysing it.

Let’s see!

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