Me , My Guru
It had been raining since
yesterday and I thought that would deter others from coming to meet Her. I thought I would be able to monopolize her
today! My long pending doubts can be cleared and that too exclusively! Oh, just
that thought was enough to make me dizzy with happiness. This was so strange a feeling! I didn’t like
sharing her time with anyone though I liked the fact that she changed and
touched lives of so many…yet….. I also felt elated that she was looked up to by
so many out there. Yet……….
Does every disciple feel equally possessive about his Guru? I wondered! Couple of others had shared this feeling
with me couple of times though! I read
somewhere that Buddha’s students also clamored for his attention and everyone
wanted to think that he/she was special to their Guru! Was this Universal? Did it
effect her? Did she know this and did she feel great about this? I suppose this
and such questions will remain unanswered ……..
...contd....
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