Me, My Guru
Contd.....
“Question now
and again the old habits and replace them with new beliefs that help you on
your path” I stood with this quote in my hand. My thoughts and experience
correlated with these lines.
Did I really
miss her? Was she really not with me?
“Silence is not
absence of anything but presence of everything”.
Next sheet gaped at me may be
with a wink. In this silence and being one with nature I actually was more
connected to her than before. What again is being with the person who matters
to you? Is it not about thinking about them, living their dreams, relishing
their words and recollecting their sayings? It seemed so to me. Then, in that
case, I was more with her here than there. There, I would be judging her,
faulting her or being angry with her but here I was with her ‘teachings’ all
through. It was actually here that I was sincerely being her ‘student’ for
once. Grasping her words and mincing them and revisiting them often through the
day made me digest more of all that she gave us by way of teachings all these
years. So, in her absence I felt her presence. As long as I lived her word I
wasn’t away from her. As long as I was learning, she was always with me, part
of me. She was my ‘Guru’ teaching me through everything and anything all the
time. It was up to me to be a ‘student’ available for that teaching for once!
And that luxury this place gave me. And for that I would be ever grateful to
this ‘heaven on earth’. I spent rest of the evening sending reiki and blessings
to this ‘Gods land and its beautiful and cheerful people’.
Contd.....
No comments:
Post a Comment