on relationships!

If we did what we did at the start of a relationship....
then it wouldn't have become bitter as it has now...
but we changed and so did the dynamics of this relationship and 
and yet I blame just YOU for the failure and disappointments...
because when i say 'we changed' even i had changed..
but
but i never took that into consideration
and here i am now
being in a place i never wanted to be...
which others predicted for me and
am i glad this happened यूँही 

if i had lost you 
so have you me..
if i am hurt, so are you...
as i am disappointed i forget so are you..
and yet...

where is the time when
we wouldn't wait to patch up?
it wasn't about who tried 
but always 'let me take the initiative'..

our relationship is just as beautiful as ever
it's just that we have forgotten to be 'us'
we know that to be as we already were once...
all we need to do is -repeat it again

well,
this time it would be me
for 
If we did what we did at the start of a relationship....
then it wouldn't have become bitter as it has now...
so.....