Me, My Guru
…contd……..
As
I entered the premises I was sad that I couldn’t have one-to-one session with
her. But, now I realized how stupid I was to fear that. These many years with her and yet I haven’t
learnt a thing. Even when she was in a
crowd, she was with me exclusively. How she could do it was something I
couldn’t fathom till date. Well, that apart now that exclusivity itself has
become a problem for me. Yes, I felt she was talking just to me and about me and my actions
and feelings and that too in front of everyone.
No doubt, they seemed to enjoy her lecture. It was actually my faults
that were being discussed. So, they
really were relishing it.
She
had answered so many students’ questions unasked and how many times! She had
called so many of them and said ‘what did you want to tell me?’. Yes, it
happened to me so many times.
Priya
told me that had our Guru coming in her dreams and answering her questions.
Yet, here I was surprised and a bit shaken that she was referring to may
morning thoughts.
…contd…..
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