on prayer!

Often I've realised that the pain I suffered was not so much as my prayers not being answered, but that they have been.

It was so for many years. Then i realised that i didn't suffer because my prayers were granted but i asked for what i shouldn't have and need not have.

It was then that I held reiki and God responsible for my suffering as they didn't stop from giving what i asked of them.

Years later, i found that i received all that i asked for and not all that i received i suffered. So why was i pointing fingers at them when i also rejoiced with  what i asked for?

It took years of introspection and sadhan to understand that i didn't know to ask. And then i changed my prayers to "Teach me to pray" and then i had less complaints and....

then i prayed "Teach me to have faith in you and accept all that you give me with a cheer"....now i suffer less......

let's see what this holds for me now.......

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