Contd.....
Me, my Guru – on forgiveness and punishment
We
nodded our heads even now. We all related to ‘our set of miracles’ due to
sadhan and healing which we had experienced umpteen number of times. We shared
our stories with each other. Why didn’t these experiences build our trust? Why
was our emotion run by our desires put God, Guru and sadhan on trial even after
so many years? We didn’t require any explanation from anyone. Our diary was proof
of the ‘miracles’ that were poured on us due to healing. And still, our
ingratitude and ego which was steeped in the feeling of entitlement made us
throw taunts in the guise of questions again and again on our Guru. Why we
didn’t realize that ‘this attitude’ also would come back someday to hurt us?
So
many questions and all related to only one person – ourselves. And in spite of
it, we had our excuses not to meditate or sit with ourselves to understand the
self.
How
sad was our choice?
In
healing, we had a long way to go, but for today we called it a day!
Concluded.....
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# me my Guru series, importance of sadhan, grace, healing, destiny, fate, changing fate,
also read previous post on this topic https://kantipadam.blogspot.com/search?q=nirmaldas
Read the next post to understand the same with the real life examples.
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