Yesterday, I asked that I be left alone, and here I am left
alone…
Yesterday, I asked that I spend my days all lone in my
house, and here I am sitting all alone in my house…..
Yesterday, I asked that my spouse become dependent on my
(only that can boost my ego you see!) and today my spouse is sick and dependent
on me….
Yesterday, I was jealous of my partner’s success and today
my partner lost a thriving career…..
Yesterday, I said my family should be totally dependent on
me….and today they can’t do a thing without my help….
Yesterday, I asked to become independent, and today my
guide left me…..
Whatever I asked for yesterday – it has become my today………and
yet today I cry for the same reason……..
(for eg: yesterday I complained and cried that I have a
spouse who doesn’t depend on me and today I cry my spouse is depending on me….)
Why and how long should my crying go on?
Is it the problem with my prayer or asking or is there
anything else….?
When will my crying stop? When will my complaints stop and
when will I thank for things I have? When, when will this happen?
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