…contd….
People just call or mail me saying “do reiki for me
for XYZ intention” and if I say “do reiki or give any such explanation” they
shout back saying “why you can do know?” or some stupid statement like “but
your reiki is more powerful than mine…”. They think it is my DUTY to do reiki for their intentions and problems
day in and out. Then they call and say “why even after a month my wish is not
fulfilled?” And No thank you for doing reiki too. Simply a blame and demand an
explanation from me for that too! And I am NOT POWERFUL (otherwise wish would’ve
been fulfilled – right?). (If I was to
sit and do reiki for all why at all did I teach reiki to all these people?) and
when the wish is fulfilled, no call to intimate about the same and if I ever
remind them of the same, then I am egoist, wanting gratitude from others! This doesn’t
mean that they are greedy or selfish. No! it talks about me ONLY. I don’t
remember saying “what can I do to get anything that you desire/ want madam?”. It’s
taken for granted that I don’t need anything and whenever I remind others to do
sadhan, “maam that’s why I don’t call you etc…”. as if your sadhan betters my
life! To make you chant mantras, do sadhan, I become a task-master and a boring
person and you are avoiding me or angry at me. yet, I am bad and selfish to
wish for your better life……
What did you understand till now?
That I am hurt by someone and that I am angry and vomiting
all my frustrations.
Today, you understood my needs and myself in toto?
That would be a huge joke!!!!!
....contd.....
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