…contd…
And to be able to ‘listen’ to that state – pure
ecstasy. That moment I experienced
one-ness with the entire nature and I became nature.
But, since you didn’t experience all this it was
boredom and suffering for you – Right?” she concluded with a smile that was
both understanding and forgiving. She
left to make few calls and I was left to wonder at my stupidity….
Now, I understood – “Situations don’t create
opportunities but we use situations as opportunities to experience that moment
and that depends solely on our attitude.
And here, I lost an opportunity to experience all that she had talked
about for so many years – only because I was not available to the moment. Because I was judging the situation instead
of living it. Because, I wasn’t silent
from within. Because I was analyzing
the whole situation whereas all that I had to do was “just Be”.
I didn’t know whether to call myself stupid or cry
for the moment lost or rejoice at this new understanding. I stood confused and was brought back by the
cry of some strange bird – my attention went on the bird and I lost track of
time…..
…contd….
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