My love angel - my son ‘Sheel’
When I was a kid and was upset with my mom for any reason
she would say you will understand parent’s love when you
become a parent. Sometimes, she would say you
will know how important it is to live when you have a kid.
There were many more statements she made
which did not make much sense to me then.
When you entered my life, the essence of those words
started to become clear.
Your love, your smile, your joy, your tears, your needs,
your desires, everything moved me.
When I sat back and thought of the kind of unconditional
love and acceptance
I got from you and the love I had for you, I realized that
this was not the first time that I have experienced it.
You remind me of the love I have received from
my parents, siblings, husband, in-laws,
my inseparable friends, my teachers and
gurus, from pets, from life etc.
You have helped me re-live those moments
and understand love.
As you grow older and become more
independent, it will be time for me to step
back and let you experience and live your life.
I have and will always love you.
I am grateful to you for choosing me as your
parent and helping me understand love.
May you receive love and joy all through your life!
PS: thanks to maam and reiki for helping me clear
my head and understand my
experiences. We are given numerous opportunities
to feel love, we just need to be
open to it.
Just a word :
Children are the gifts from heaven sent to us for safe-keeping.
They are sent to us to help us understand and apply selflessness
in the most natural way. They are not in our lives so that we can
"USE" them for our agendas. They are here just to let us live and
express our best in this world!
