Me, My Guru
She was standing on the terrace with her back towards me
when I went to meet her. I walked slowly, silently not wanting to frighten
her. She seemed lost in some
thoughts. As I neared her even without
turning her head she said ‘ which question is weighing so heavily on you
today?” I smiled at myself and replied
‘why can’t I trust?’
She turned suddenly with a twinkle in her eyes and a
chuckle that was so sweet when she asked “Trust on whom?”
“On Reiki, God – why, I don’t even trust you completely” I
replied sheepishly.
She nodded her head and turned her face. It was as if it meant nothing. I just now said ‘I don’t ‘trust you’ and yet
here she was – her unfazelled self as ever.
Having nothing else to do, I went and stood beside her and
started staring where I supposed she was looking at. I didn’t see anything there.
Few minutes passed. Sometimes,
silence in her company took me to a different level of experience. I couldn’t word it many times – yet it was
so fulfilling and on other times it was terrifying. Today was one such moment.
I just promised myself – 5 minutes and I would leave her. But it was not to be so.
‘you see that Banyan tree?’ her voice cut through the silence.
...contd.....
2 comments:
Judge not or he shall be judged or judge not u shall be judged
I tried to practice non judgement it is the most difficult thing I ever tried to practice because when I started this then some time I felt that my breathing would stop and some time I even forgot about it and all the promises I made to myself to practice it how funny but this is very difficult because I realized that I judge every thing living, Non living ,Fan ,book, table every thing I have some thing or other to say about each and every thing I was amazed I am putting some much of my energy , Time etc in doing this and even when I am quiet my subconscious mind is doing the process My God this is very good exercise I will practice further too and then would try my best and meet to in comments of the next blog
This journey of knowing the things is awesome
Regards
Kshitija.S
🙌🙏❤️
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