Trust of a sadhak!

 

Trust of a sadhak!

I desired. So, I prayed. I did sadhan and waited. Time passed by and yet….my wish and desire remained as they were – as my expectation and desire! Yet, I didn’t lose hope. I still did sadhan and then things started moving and events started to unfold – faster than I had expected. But my wish did not go my way! It happened in a way I couldn’t and hadn’t imagined.

I was happy that my wish did come true! Yet, I was little disappointed that it didn’t go ‘my way’. Sometime later, I realized that my wish had come true in the best possible way – by not happening my way!

I was happy. I was thankful to Reiki and Universe. My trust increased!

This happened so many times – over and over again!

And now, there are many things that don’t go my way. There are many things I don’t understand why and how they happened. They don’t go my way! And yet, I welcome them, accept them for what they are! Not, out of compulsion. Not because I don’t have other option! But, I know from my experience that things fall in place for a reason and at the appointed time – for my good – every single time! It’s just that my ‘intelligence’, ‘understanding’ and ‘sight’ are good enough to get it every time! But, thank God for my trust, I know Reiki and He send the best my way whenever I ask for something!

Now, I fear less. Now, I smile more. Now, I sing often. Now, I question less. Now, I trust!

For now, I realize that it was never about 'fulfilling my desires or wishes' - "my wishes were used to increase my Trust in Him!" and so I trust!

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