Monday, January 21, 2013

Me, My Guru

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“But none of those are “my” stories she replied “but most of those stories are made up by you haven’t read them. I know” I said “can I take ownership of the stories that I read in library”. She asked again “or can the librarian say that stories or the truth in his book are his”. “No he can’t” I replied .I sensed where she was going and was comfortable with this.

“I took them from the library of universe. If I had received a thought then there is a sender or writer of the thought and that writer is not me .I know I am writing, saying what “that someone unknown” has said or written then how can I own it at all?” she asked with the simplicity that bowled me over.

“Then what about the others?” I asked “they are saying “it’s” theirs” .I was still fuming as I completed this question.

“In a village comes a villager from city having completed his schooling and having passed 10th class. As he is the only person who can read a bit, goes through the news paper and reads out the news to all in the village daily. But if he comes to believe that he is the writer of that news , then nothing can be done about the ignorance right ?If someone claims something as theirs it’s their call. I have nothing to say there” she replied and went back to writing.

How coolly she has disowned her works and knowledge? And those who didn’t know how desperate they were in owning up something that wasn’t even their work.

Once in some other context she had said
“Is kamzard zindagi ko kaise kahoon apni zindagi, Ek saans bhi nahi mere ekthiyaar mein”
“How can I call my life as my own .When I don’t have hold on even one breath of mine”. Now today I understood what she meant .She didn’t own what she did.

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